On a lighter note...

Tunes in my head: Spellbound by Siouxsie and the Banshees
Atmosphere: Anger

My family is utterly falling apart and there isn't a damn thing you or I can do about it. And unlike most times, this time it is actually someone who chooses to destroy their nose and their family with white powder. It is just one person's fault. And I hope they fucking die.

Part of me wants to watch their breath be slowly drained away between my hands. But I know that's an impossibility. I know that that crap is an utter impossibility if I want to make myself a decent person like they aren't.

I mean, I know I'm a good person. I'm often misguided, but I really do try hard and everyone knows that I have good intentions nearly all the time. I don't deliberately go out of my way to utterly destroy people.

And what about this blog? Well, I don't apologise for anything in here. It is me, uncensored. (no nudes coming, Jesse.) If you have a problem with the content, comment. And we'll discuss it. But it is a journal, and I honestly don't care who the fuck reads it. If I'm angry I'll post something angry. If I'm jubilant I'll post something jubilant.

If you really want to get to know me, though, read ahead.

And yes, I was actually really happy today. Until the bitch ruined my day.