Burn bright, through the night.

Tunes in my head: Life and How To Live It by R.E.M.
Atmosphere: Busy

when you tire of one side
the other serves you best

Well, that's kinda how I feel right now. I feel like I just use one side of my bipolar nature until I get tired of it, then move to the other.

I'm pretty happy.

Part of me wants to move on, part of me doesn't.

And I can feel myself emerging from the depressive episode that I was in.

What do I do? What's best for me? What's best for the people around me?

I miss the past.

I miss the trickling hours as I heard your voice climb from tears to laughs.

The fact that I had that effect on someone for a fleeting moment made me happy.

Now I don't seem to have it anymore. All I seem to do is cause pain.