And if I ask you why I'm swimming by.

Tunes in my head: Theme From The Bottom by Phish
Atmosphere: Bipolar

I'm incredibly happy.

I'm incredibly sad.

It's over.

It's over.

I poured my heart and soul into it.

And it's finally at a state of completion.

The Last Rewind is finished.

And that makes me so happy and so sad.

So happy that I've created an amazing piece of writing.

Sad that I won't get to develop it more.

To conclude this chapter in my life, I will finish up with posting the retrospective journal entries about why I did it and what influenced me.

I would like to conclude this segment of the post by thanking you all for your infinite support throughout the process.

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I don't know why I even bother when I don't get what I want.

I could have been on the floor, dead.

And you wouldn't have noticed.

You treat me this way consistently. Whenever I'm needed you know I'm there. Whenever I need you you're never there.

It's time for a change before it's too late.

It's time for a change before someone does something irrepairable.