Tunes in my head: Fascination Street by The Cure
Atmosphere: Tired
What makes us love what we do?
It's strange, really.
Is it basically because of something purely physical?
Or is it because we see potiental in that person that can be furfilled through an intense emotional connection such as love?
And what happens when it's unfurfilled?
Do we feel a sense of disappointment, or do we just pick ourselves up?
I fear screwing up a person.
Damaging them, really.
Is this rational?
I love someone. At least, I think I do. It may just be a very intense attraction. In all honesty, I don't even know what I think these days.
What if I hurt her? What if I change her as a person, for the worse? Nothing has happened, and it's probable nothing will happen. But what if it does?
If I turned her into a crying wreck...what do I do then?
I don't know if I could handle the pain of turning myself into just a painful memory in the eyes of something I love.
Selfish and selfless all in one.
I want to avoid causing pain. I want to avoid pain as a result of this.
But I want to be happy...and I want to make her life just a little brighter.
Confliction.
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2 comments:
Hmm...
It's obviously much more than physical. I mean, i think the physicial is just really a bonus. If they're damn cute, then awesome XD
Do you mean love? or in love? there is a massive difference.
Anyway, either way, it cant truly be created unfulfilled, only left. Then it's up to you.
Screwing up is so subjective. You will change them, one way or another. Whether thats good or bad, in the end, is anyone's guess. But if you love them, it shouldnt be screwing them up. Although, sometimes it does, unfortunately =(
Yeah, it is.
Take a chance.
Just do it, even if it means destroying a few things. Change may be what you need.
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