Friday, October 16, 2009

All of you know that the girls on the road are like apples we stole in our youth.

Tunes in my head: Ladies Of The Road by King Crimson
Atmosphere: Depressed, lonely, nihilistic.


I FUCKING MISS YOU.

I FUCKING MISS YOU ALL.

BUT I FUCKING MISS YOU THE MOST.


I'm pretty fucking lonely, guys. Even though I apparently have this wide circle of friends...I'm still really fucking lonely.

Why is this?

There's a void that's been left by you.

I know, there's not much I can do about it now.

But I figure you might want to know.

That's all.

I'm sorry, I know you don't like reading this. But I need to do this. For my sakes, for my sanity.

For tonight, goodbye.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Then do something about it. Reach out.

The Him said...

Okay, I know this question is borderline farcial, but which anonymous are you?

And I would. But every time I try to reach out they just push further away. And so I don't know whether to reach out and be pushed further and further away or not reach and just decay. Both are pretty upsetting in all honesty.