Tunes in my head: The Curtain With by Phish
Atmosphere: Depressed
I'm a bit wrecked right now.
Kirrily/Tash's was quite good. Singstar, random balloon popping, incoherence...
Yet, there was still the thing about people. I found myself randomly crashing and becoming very depressed around nine o'clock. I feel this was due to the lack of connection between some of the people there, and the fact that some of the others I did know were not exactly the people who I feel comfortable around.
And so the facade went up.
Even when we were having some sort of intimate conversation, it eventually became too crowded and I felt that this really threw me emotionally.
(not to mention thinking fucking sucks.)
I revealed some things to certain people who I didn't particularly want to.
Not because they're neccesarily bad, it's just that certain things should be reserved for certain people.
Hypocrisy pisses me off, by the way.
How dare you expect one thing and then retract?
I am a facade in a lot of ways. Very few people see the true me. And even more rarely do they realise.
Am I an introvert or an extrovert? It still confuses me.
I'm leaving you a message,
I'm leaving you a trace,
I'm leaving thoughts for you
I hope that time will not erase.
And when the moment comes
To read the words that I engraved,
You'll find them on the walls of the cave,
Of the cave.
I know you heard the question
But you didn't make a sound,
And when it fell you caught my heart
Before it hit the ground.
But if you ever need the names
Of those you couldn't save,
You'll find them on the walls of the cave.
You'll find them on the walls of the cave.
Look at me and time stands still
A mountain here is now a hill.
Look away,
Look away,
The time goes past.
These rocks will fall away at last.
Look away.
Maybe you will see it
As you're passing by alone,
Below the moss forgotten
where some words that turned to stone.
It might have been an etching
On a marker of a grave,
Or maybe on the walls of the cave.
Listen to
The silent trees
But still your words float on the breeze
Look away
I see them all
Carved into the cavern wall
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Introvert.
See, that's what I would say...but apparently I exhibit highly extroverted tendencies.
Have you had any physical contact with me?
Plenty
What sort of contact?
I'm afraid I can't tell you.
Why is that?
Okay because I am sick of adding to the identity confusion with anonymous postings (the previous ones on this post weren't me, incidentally), here we go.
I am inclined to think you are more introverted than extroverted - and the fact that you exhibit 'extroverted tendencies' is not pinning you in the extrovert camp - I would guesstimate that there aren't all that many people who fall completely within one end or the other. If it was significant, you could just as easily point to your introverted tendencies as making you an introvert.
"I am a facade in a lot of ways. Very few people see the true me."
True of most people, though to a different extent (and perhaps in a different manner as well). The fact that you acknowledge this somewhat invalidates the idea of asking people whether you're introverted or extroverted, so take the responses with a grain of salt (is that the term?) - unless of course you're just curious/interested as to what people think, in which case ask away.
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