YOU BE FOURTY!

Tunes in my head: David Bowie by Phish
Atmosphere: Happy...progressing...

I had a conversation that was rather intriguing with someone today. And it made me realise that hey, I'm not as strong as I think...

But it also made me quite happy...I don't know. An outsiders perspective is one to be cherished.

In friends, I cherish the sorts of people who stick by me through thick and thin. There was one friendship that this outsider viewed, and she noted how much I loved and cherished it. And it's true, I do cherish these sorts of friendships.

Whereas this other type of insecurity was something that was more "glitzy, of the moment", really. They take and take and take and never give back. Whenever they need you, they're there, but whenever they don't, they run. They can't, because it involves giving an effort that they don't want to give.

Insecurity in a selfless way, insecurity in a selfish way.

I haven't moved all the way yet. But I'm making distance, fast. If you wish to keep me within range, better start running towards me. Better start trying to catch me before I slide away.